Tuesday, April 20, 2010

I Can't Break This Time (Working Title)



You, you stand there. You, you walk away. And I, I'm left here saying things I said I'd never say. And if I could, then I sure would forget everything, and if I could, then I sure would take it back. I can't break this time. Oh, I can't break this time. Oh, I'm holding it in. How come I never see this coming? I never would have wanted to. I can't break this time, not in front you. Life, it throws me; there's too many questions. And I can't see the answers, you're not the only one. Wouldn't it be nice if we could tell left from right? And wouldn't it be nice if we got what we wanted? I can't break this time. Oh, I can't break this time- oh, I'm holding it in. How come I never see this coming? I never would have wanted to. I can't break this time, not in front of you. Wouldn't it be nice if we couldn't tell black from white? And wouldn't it be nice if we got who we wanted? I can't break this time. Oh, I can't break this time- oh, I'm holding it in. How come I never see this coming? I never would have wanted to. I can't break this time, not in front of you.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Heart Against My Head


I've got myself. I don't need nobody else, tonight. Who do you think you are? How did you get this far with me? I still want more... So call me Monday. Oh, text me Tuesday. I can't get enough, you got me now. I can't resist this. Oh, you know that this is true and you say to me what your heart is telling you. I can feel you closing in, and I can hear your heart and the blood rushing. Oh, and I just want to let you win, but it's 5 AM and you've got my heart against my head. I know it gets tough. When I lie, you call my bluff. There isn't anything that I haven't told you- except for maybe my excuses lately, and this I say to you in the darkness of this room. I can feel you closing in, and I can hear your heart and the blood rushing. Oh, and I just want to let you win, but it's 5 AM and you've got my heart against my head. Oh... yeah tonight, it's getting hard on me, h a r d.. yeah tonight, it isn't easy. Yeah, tonight... oh I wish that I, I wish I could tell you tonight. I just don't know why. I don't want to try. And I can feel you closing in, and I can hear your heart and the blood rushing. And I just want to let you win, but it's 5 AM and you've got my heart against my... I can feel you closing in and I can hear your heart and the blood rushing. Oh, and I just want to let you win, but it's 5 AM and you've got my heart against my head. Oh... tonight, yeah tonight. Tonight.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

It's Been Too Many


It's been too many years. It's been too many days. It's been too many ways to avoid you I'd say. It's been too many months. It's been too many awkward moments. It's been too many erase the past and start again, my friend. My friend... It's been too many grades. It's been too many stages in our lives. It's been too many times I've ever felt criticized. It's been too many holding back. It's been too many words I've lacked. It's been too many times when I've looked at you... and you don't have a clue. And you don't have a clue. Oooo.. Oh..

xx

Monday, February 8, 2010

Another Day With You


I've been looking around, noticing what a beautiful place this is and how it's so untouched by the reality around, like I want it to be kept. So I breathe in the air. It feels so fresh, so new, like another day with you.


Monday, December 14, 2009

Burnt Out


So what's new? Is someone sitting next to you? Sharing your life, living a life for two. And I owe you for changing my point of view. I've learned things I never would have learned without you. And I know it's like an open fire; something's burning but it's not your desire. I just can't let go. And I know that I'm still breathing. You'll be okay, cause your not needing me anymore. And I think I'm figuring out what this life is all about, yeah yeah. You can, you can take my hand now and show me what it's like to be alive. I don't want to be burnt out, no, no. Burnt out, burnt out, no. And I'll be just fine living a new life, because I'm not thinking about what I'm without and how I feel inside. And I'll try looking on the bright side, but it's hard to find the sunshine hidden in a twilight. And I know it's like an open fire; something's burning but it's not your desire. And I can't let this go. And I know that I'm suffocating, I'll keep it in cause I'm still waiting for this day to end. And I think I'm figuring out what this life is all about, yeah yeah. You can, you can take my hand now and show me what it's like to be alive. I don't want to be burnt out, burnt out and I already know it. I'll do my best not to show it now. Oh, I'm burnt out, burnt out and I already know it. I'll do my best not to show it now. Cause you're here, that's how. That's how. Burnt out, burnt out, burnt out and I'll keep going. Cause I think I'm figuring out what this life is all about, yeah yeah. You can, you can take my hand now and show me what it's like to be alive. I don't want to be burnt out, no, no. Burnt out, burnt out, no...

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Play It Again

I know your story. I've heard it too many times. One look at your eyes and I know just what you've left behind. Everybody's got a story. You know the saying "It'll make you cry." If you could change your world, would you try? Would you try? Don't let anybody tell you who you are. Stick to your guns, you know you've gotten this far. And when you feel like you need a helping hand. Just take this tape, and play it again. You know there's people just like you. And it may seem selfish for you not to have a clue. But you are young, as am I. But we still know what's wrong or right. Don't let anybody tell you who you are. Stick to your guns, you know you've gotten this far. And when you feel like you need a helping hand. Just take this tape, and play it again. When you get what's going wrong. When you see the faults in your own. Will you find the words to say "I'm better off this way"? Look out your window, and see the sun coming down. You know there's new beginnings. Just look within what you've found. Don't let anybody tell you who you are. Stick to your guns, you know you've gotten this far. And when you feel like you need a helping hand. Just take this tape, and play it again. Don't let anybody tell you who you are. Stick to your guns, you know you've gotten this far. And when you feel like you need a helping hand.

Just take this tape, and play it again.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Rewind


It seems a little bit vague. I watch the cars cross the road. A million miles fills the space, butI still don't know. Step off the gas and hit the brakes. I think this is my stop. Do you think thatyou've got what it takes, and are you willing to know? Do you ever feel that it's too late andthis isn't real? Do you ever wish and wonder why you can't just rewind and get a second try? On the sidewalk at a different place, and I don't know where to go. I look around, not one familiar face, but sometimes you just can't tell.


Do you ever feel that it's too late and this isn't real? Do you ever wish and wonder why you can't just rewind and get a second try? And I just can't see why everything must be so confusing. And I just won't be letting my own life pass by me. Oh... Do you.. oh, ever feel that it's too late and this isn't real?.. yeah. Do you ever wish and wonder why you can't just rewind and get a second try? Do you ever feel that it's too late and this isn't real? Do you ever wish and wonder why you can't just rewind and get a second try? Do you.. oh, ever feel that it's too late and this isn't real?.. yeah Do you ever wish and wonder why you can't just rewind and get a second try? And get a second try, yeah yeah And get a second try.


It seems a little bit vague.

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Saturday, November 21, 2009

You'll Never Know


See the people as you go. Cause I am standing in the crowds and you'll never know what goes through my mind, what's been going all this time. Now I merely stop to think and now my mind's made up and I'm not saying anything. And you'll never know unless I do it again and let my feelings show. And it's like it's not a secret anymore, and I could just open the door and scream it loud. And it's like leave the excuses on the floor, cause I don't need them. I am starting to realize. I should keep it all inside. Try living in a lie, cause it's not time. There's so
many things that I wish I could do and there's so many places I could go with you. And when I start to think of something different it just feels so useless. Cause I think I'm saving my energy for something worse it seems. And I wish to think calm and effortlessly. I am starting to realize I should keep it all inside. Try living in a lie, cause it's not time. Cause it's not time... If you feel it too, I don't know what I would do. If you see this through, this could be the best thing for you. And maybe me too, and maybe me too. And maybe me too... yeah yeah, whoa oh. I am starting to realize I should keep it all inside. Try living in a lie, yeah, cause it's not.. I am starting to realize I should keep it all inside. Try living in a lie, cause it's not time. Ooh whoa oh, cause

it's not time.

xx